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POWERFUL FAITH OF YOUNG MUSLIMAH WHO DEFIED NEW 
YORK POLICE
[Report sent by Sis. Farah, Atlanta, Georgia. 
Sis. Tabassum is mixed 
Pakistani, 
Native American and African-American. 
May Allah reward their 
parents for having brought up such a Muslimah 
-Ed] 
[If this makes you cry, with pride or with 
emotion, say Allahu Akbar -Ed.]
A must-read personal account of an American 
Muslim woman detained by 
NYPD who refused to take off her hijab.
Here is the best quote I have read in a very long 
time for everyone here 
to think about:
"To those of you who are muslim and reading this: 
now is 
not the time to give up on Islam and your 
identity. We are only 
strong when we are with Allah (swt) and when we 
adhere to Allah's 
revelations."
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Greetings of peace to everyone,
The story you are about to read is from a very 
good friend of mine. 
I sincerely hope that her tale will be an 
inspiration to you as it 
is for me.
Ma'a asalaama (with peace),
Shirley 
======== From: Tabassum
I am so tired after the incident yesterday with 
the police and I 
had written an email about it and then it was 
lost. So irritating, 
but I will write it again. If any of you would 
like more explicit 
details, just ask. And if you want a revised 
version without any 
grammar errors, just ask. Quick note to the 
Muslims at my university: I am 
thankful for all of your support today; it 
really means such much 
to me to have my community behind me. In 
addition, any of you are 
welcome to share this account with others. I 
trust your discretion.
All of you know about the citywide 
demonstrations that were held 
yesterday (Thurs. 3/27/03 8am-noon+) in front 
of and near 
Rockefellar Center (5oth and 5th Ave.) Our goal 
was to clog up 
Midtown Manhattan and stop "bussiness as usual" 
to the 
media 
corporations and other businesses that 
supported and bankrolled 
this war. We were successful. NYC really hadn't 
seen something like 
this until now. But what I wanted to share with 
all of you was my 
experience with the NYPD as a detainee and more 
importantly as a 
Muslim woman of color. The way I was treated 
was unlike many of the 
other protesters. But there were a few 
incidences of police 
brutality. Because I fit the profile of a 
"terrorist", because I am 
the new threat to national security, it was 
fine for them to 
disregard my rights as a human being and as a 
citizen.
I was arrested around 12noon at 48th and 5th 
Avenue close to the 
Fox News 
Building where they were childishly 
typing messages on 
their computerized ticker tape (which people on 
the street can 
read), "Go home," and other ridiculous phrases. 
My group and I lay 
down in the middle of the intersection blocking 
all four ways of 
traffic at once. We were dragged away one by 
one by undercover cops 
while we were fervently chanting anti-war, 
anti-corporate 
media, 
and anti-Bush administration slogans. We were 
dragged on our backs 
twice to the corner and the police then 
surrounded us preparing to 
handcuff us. We remained firm in our actions 
and we didn't let the 
police intimidate us with their weapons or 
supposed might. As I was 
handcuffed with handcuffs tightly (very 
tightly) secured around my 
wrists, another police officer grabbed me and 
slammed my body on 
the side of the prisoners' bus. As my left 
cheek was pressed hard 
against the side of the bus another officer was 
twisting my already 
secured arms. This African American woman 
officer who was 
aggressively searching me was a riot 
policewoman who was called 
over for me only. I was surprised to see a woman 
of color treating 
another woman of color so harshly. The members 
of my group were 
arguing with her and the supervising seargent 
to make her to stop 
handling me so roughly and to stop searching me 
so vigorously. They 
didn't treat anyone else this way and the 
police ignored their 
complaints.
I was photographed and put into the bus. I 
managed to look out and 
see how the crowd had swelled as well as the 
police presence. Other 
members from our group who were not arrested 
but in charge of our 
legal aid, quickly started the process of 
contacting lawyers, our 
emergency contacts, and taking interviews with 
the 
media. 
We were 
taken to a location near the Javitts Center to 
be transferred to 
another bus. When I was taken off the bus, I 
was the only one 
searched again. On the new bus we were taken to 
One Police Plaza 
which is similar to a detention facility for 
people who do things 
like we did (civil disobedience). When we 
arrived, our lawyer team 
was already there as well as other protesters 
who were supporting 
us. In the parking lot we sat cuffed for an 
hour and a half. So we 
were cuffed for almost 2-3 hours. It was 
painful, uncomfortable, 
and aggravating.
Next we were taken off the bus to be processed 
inside. A few of the 
officers separated me from the crowd. A female 
member of the group 
said that she didn't want to be separated from 
me and she made a 
spectacle of it. Since she works with the INS 
detainees she didn't 
even want to think about what they would do if 
I was taken 
somewhere alone. They still pulled me out of 
the entire group to 
search me again and my bag. One officer as a 
joke said," You might 
have a bomb," and he laughed.
Once inside it was another hour or so before we 
were put into our 
cells. They passed out something that resembled 
food. I asked for 
the food in my bag and told them that I was 
Muslim and I couldn't 
eat what they provided. Eventually they 
complied. After I was 
finally assigned to my cell after going through 
two other cells, we 
were there to wait.
The cells were no bigger than an average closet 
and they smelled of 
urine. The men were placed in one large cell 
and it was obvious how 
crowded and stuffy it was. But for the women, 
we were divided into 
the smaller cells that I described earlier with 
4-6 women inside, 
which was clearly too many.
Many hours passed and us women did everything 
from converting 
popular songs into protests songs, to playing 
word games, to 
sharing other activist activities we were 
involved in, to etching 
on the walls, to just getting to know each 
other. For me I did just about 
all of that and talking to the women about Islam 
because I 
had a feeling that most of them had a 
misconception about Islam and 
women in Islam. We didn't want to think about 
how confined we were 
because after awhile it starts to get to you a 
lot and the restless 
energy starts to build. Since I was with the 
"mobile 
demonstrators", we were exhausted from going 
all over the city 
blockading traffic.
Now fingerprinting and photographing. I was 
filed in with the 
others to be fingerprinted and photographed. 
The problem happened 
with the photo. The officer said take off your 
scarf and I said no. 
he said you have to take it off. I said that I 
had a Constitutional 
right to practice my religion which included 
wearing my scarf. At 
this point it was clear to me that I did not 
have any rights. (We 
do live in a military state). At this point a few 
of the officers 
began to yell at me saying that I take it off 
or you will be 
refusing which means I will be charged again 
with this. I said that 
I am not refusing that I will take the picture 
but I will take it 
like this. They said no you are refusing so you 
go back and you 
will just stay here. I argued back saying that 
they can't do that 
that I have a right to religious freedom . They 
were basically 
saying no: I didn't that this is the law and 
that's it. I said what 
I believe in supercedes all of your laws. All 
the other detainees 
were arguing with them and they were quickly 
silenced. The chief 
sat me down and said let me give you some legal 
advice. I said that 
I didn't want "his" legal advice but that I 
wanted to talk to my 
lawyer outside. He said there are no lawyers 
outside (this is 
where the lying begins- because there was a 
whole team of lawyers 
and medics outside who were barricaded from 
coming in. And what 
the police did was against the law). 
He said just take it off, take the picture, and 
sue me later. I was 
disgusted by his answer and I said no. He said 
we will keep you 
here indefinitely and you will never speak to 
anyone. He said other 
people took off their religious garb (lie#2). I 
said no I won't 
take it off. He said fine you'll just stay 
here. I demanded to 
speak to my lawyer. 
Finally a cop gave me his cell phone. I called 
my parents asking for their advice because at 
this point I was so 
stressed from being intimidated by the officers 
and being 
manipulated and lied to that I forgot that I 
wrote my lawyer's 
number on my arm. After my family advised me to 
take it off because 
this was a serious situation and this was the 
worst place to be 
stuck in prison, I was devastated. I was crying 
uncontrollably. I 
had never taken off my hijab since I put it on. 
And to enter a room 
full of armed officers who were yelling at me 
and then to have them see 
me without my hijab was humiliating and such a 
violation of my 
privacy. After I told the officers how much I 
hated them; through 
all of the sobbing I stood in front of the 
camera and I removed one 
pin. My hijab was still on. I couldn't do this 
but the pressure was 
unreal. The detainees there were saying don't 
do it, don't let them 
intimidate you, they are lying to you, don't do 
it. I was 
completely humiliated as they (the police) just 
stood there 
watching me waiting to see what I would expose 
to them. My strength 
came back and I said NO again very loudly and 
they said so be it. I 
was to remain in jail indefinitely.
After a half an hour of yelling to the officer 
I finally got my 
phone call to my lawyer. He said that they were 
all outside and 
they knew about me and my case. Some people 
were already released 
and they passed the word along. He said we are 
calling the judge to 
override this. He said hang in there and don't 
let them intimidate 
you, it's against the law what they are doing, 
they can't keep you 
there, don't worry we are all on this. I felt 
better but annoyed. 
The officers who taken away yet another right 
for me to see a medic 
and get food from my bag (it was now about 10pm 
or so) because I 
was resisting; they were holding it against me. 
I returned to my 
cell. All the women wanted to know what was 
going on. I passed the 
word throughout the cells and eventually it got 
to the men: my 
name, the incident, my email, etc. Everyone 
there vowed to stay in 
until I was released and they were all going to 
call the media and 
other civil rights groups when they got out. If 
anything the women 
that night saw how empowered a Muslim woman is. 
They had a new 
respect for the hijab and a better 
understanding of what Islam was.
After a few more hours sitting there preparing 
my self for an 
extended time in jail and after prayers to 
Allah for patience and 
protection, an officer came to my cell and said 
get out. Another 
officer came to me who was not from this 
facility and asked if I 
was okay. I said I was considering the 
circumstances. He said that 
you are taking the photo with everything on. I 
was shocked. I 
entered the photo room again. He stopped the 
processes that were 
already in progress and said that she is taking 
the picture with 
her stuff on. The officers looked dumbfounded. 
The other detainees 
were quietly congratulating me for persevering 
and for sticking to 
my beliefs. I took the picture. I found out 
later that 3 lawyers 
were working on my case to get things 
overturned and everyone 
outside was putting immense pressure on the 
police that were 
barricading them on my behalf. As I walked past 
the men's holding 
area they cheered. They knew that I won this 
battle and as I 
entered the women's cells they did the same.  
I was released around 1:00a.m. this morning, 
Friday, March 28, 
2003. I was escorted outside and the officer 
said to me good luck. 
The others outside started cheering when I 
approached them as they 
did for everyone who was released. The medic 
came to check me out, 
the Lawyers and the people from my group who 
were our support came 
up to me to congratulate me and see how I was. 
I have much 
appreciation for them and the National Guild of 
Lawyers. They were 
all there until every last 215 of us were 
released. One lawyer took 
my case personally because I have to appear in 
court because of my 
two charges of disorderly conduct. When I got 
home and after the 
cab had left, I saw about 4-5 armed National 
Guard standing there. 
Coincidence? I don't think so.
At this point I sit here physically tired and 
in some pain, but 
just amazed that I am here and not there. The 
police are very 
skilled in manipulating , lying, and 
intimidation that I almost 
believed in what they told me. I'm still 
emotionally sensitive to 
the incident but compared to others who are 
detained, incarcerated, 
tortured, and oppressed, I am doing fine, 
alhamdulillah (thanks to 
God). I have had a humbling and truly 
eye-opening educational 
experience. To those of you who are Muslim and 
reading this: now is 
not the time to give up on Islam and your 
identity. We are only 
strong when we are with Allah (swt) and when we 
adhere to Allah's 
revelations. We should not give in to the fear 
and intimidation. 
They only way they can deconstruct Islam, our 
Ummah (community), 
and our identity is if we let them.
This is a good place to stop. I pray that any 
of this can be 
helpful to any of you. I pray that I can be 
supportive to each of 
you in these increasingly difficult times. And 
I also pray to Allah 
(swt) to keep us protected and connected as a 
strong community of 
brothers and sisters.
Ma'a asalaama,
Tabassum
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